Tuesday, May 18, 2010

One of the hardest things I've done......

I've done a lot of hard things in my life.
I did one of the hardest things I've ever done today.
I took the crib down for the last time ever.
Then I had a really good cry.
Deep sobs.
I don't know why it was so hard, it just was.
I have no regrets with my babies...it's just an empty feeling right now.
Like an end of a chapter of my life.
Now I am getting teary-eyed writing this.
Time for bed and another good cry.



5 comments:

Chuckleheads said...

Are you kidding. I cry when I fold up a pair of pants or a shirt thats gotten too small for Bella. Even if they aren't special. Its the finality of those little ones growing up...

Love you sissy.

Anie said...

I hear ya Jenna. I just boxed up some 6-9 month clothes and I got all emotional just thinking that I might not need to get them out ever again. Hope you're hanging in there and that Savannah's doing better. I totally understand if we're not able to see you guys on Sunday. We're still planning on coming to your house on June 5th (that is if you're still ok with us leaving our car for the summer and taking us to the airport:)! Talk to you soon!!

The Hansen Family said...

Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwww! I would cry too!

Cothran Family said...

I just gave away all the baby boy clothes! I had to keep one small bucket though. You are one good mama sis

inkahoots said...

Tears are good. Grieve on, sissy. You will make it to the other side of toddlers yet...